Maybe Marion Woodman is right and you don’t have a clue who you are becoming. You don’t have a clue how things will turn out and you don’t have a know what’s next. No one really knows. The important thing is that you know who you are right now.
People often ask:”how are you surviving with those little stipend, you give yourself” and I always say:”I do not need much, I live a simple life and I just need the basic.”
Environment and circumstances may force you to take different actions, but remember that you only live once and that this one time be who you want to be.